Butterfly Fly Away
Filed in Lyrics, July 30, 2009, 12:26 amYou tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that
Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back
You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be
And when I couldn’t sleep at night
Scared things wouldn’t turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me
Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you’ll be
Can’t go far but you can always dream
Wish you may and wish you might
Don’t you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can’t stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true
Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We’ve been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away
Happy Teachers Day
Filed in Life, RandomThots, May 16, 2009, 12:50 pmThis post is dedicated to all the teachers who has ever taught me (unfortunately, haha)
And to one of the best teachers I ever had, who has just passed away recently
And I pray the heavens will accept her, love her surpassing all she has ever done for us
I never was the ‘in’ group, but she never was judgmental, never condemned me
Though my actions sometimes reflected otherwise, I had always respect and love her for that
I feel bad for not being able to see her for the last time
I feel even worse for not being able to tell her I’m sorry
Show her the amends I have made
Ever since the news reached me
The last memory I had with her has been playing in my head over and over again
It’s quite embarrassing though. Haha
Well, I used to be so freaking dumb in Bahasa Melayu
So dumb that she had to put me in her Pemulihan Bahasa Melayu class
One time, I skipped her class and went to do stupid things stupid teenagers like me did back then
And just before I went back home, I sneaked back to school to take my stuff
I suddenly met her at the stairs near the café (Matrians would know where)
And she chased me right into class with her umbrella! I never had a chance against her
It was so scary I tell you, she was so faaast for a 60-70 year old women
Man, the energy that woman had. Haha
I still skipped other classes after that, but never her class
I am still dumb in Bahasa Melayu though. Haha
But the way she believed in me, the way she never looked at me the way some other teachers did – that your-unfixable look, had always been one of the essence that drives me today
I’m sorry Ummi Halimaton, for being one of your most difficult students
And thank you for all the love, understanding and faith you had for, well, all your students
New Moon
Filed in Update, April 19, 2009, 11:51 pmBefore you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night
Very dark, but there were stars – points of light and reason
… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty
When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black
Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light
I couldn’t see the stars anymore
And there was no more reason for anything
(I know I’m late) The book was pretty awesome (Very awesome)
She captured every emotion, both joy, bitter agony and romance perfectly
Though I loved Jake best, in character I mean
But in the movies, Edward Cullen is so heart-melting
(Yes, I have seen the move over, over and over again)
I would definitely buy Eclipse and Breaking Dawn next
Michael Heart – We Will Not Go Down
Filed in RandomThots, Rants, March 3, 2009, 5:37 pmA blinding flash of white light
Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight
People running for cover
Not knowing whether they’re dead or aliveThey came with their tanks and their planes
With ravaging fiery flames
And nothing remains
Just a voice rising up in the smoky hazeWe will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonightWomen and children alike
Murdered and massacred night after night
While the so-called leaders of countries afar
Debated on who’s wrong or rightBut their powerless words were in vain
And the bombs fell down like acid rain
But through the tears and the blood and the pain
You can still hear that voice through the smoky hazeWe will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight
And here we are sitting idle
Sipping our Starbucks coffee, and stuffing our face with McDonalds
An apology
Filed in Rants, February 25, 2009, 10:09 amToday, in the midst of correcting my test papers
In the midst of 5 pitch-straining (Haha) hours of non-stop lecture
I’m missing you terribly, dear and I’m very sorry for being such a buffoon
It’s like catching lightening
The chances of of finding, someone like you
It’s one in a million
The chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
I’ve been busting my ass, my stress levels are so high I feel like suffocating
It’s a different kind of stress, not like chasing deadlines and meeting task requirements
My students, they have to understand the subject, have to be inspired
And I feel like I just haven’t done enough, I feel like I’m running out of motivation
It’s so hard Sayang, I really wish you were here
This is a post I rethought like twice, thrice.. thousand-times before posting
Regardless of this corny post,
I am still the ice queen and I will still destroy and eat your insides if I wanna.
Muahahaha~
I am one of those people..
Filed in Rants, February 16, 2009, 1:21 amI am one of those people who will come running if for someone I love and care deeply
I am one of those people who will never, never abandon my family and friends
I am one of those people who will strain my brain and physical competence to reach an objective
I am one of those people who will stand and fight to defend my/people rights
I am one of those people who will never accept injustice
I am one of those people who will give my life for my beliefs and principles
I am one of those people who will never turn away from a good cause
I am one of those people who will always strive to find meaning and purpose in life
I am one of those people who will never take no for an answer
I am one of those people, I still am and I always will be
And you my friends, will be the people I trust to understand ‘cause you know me that well
Kanye West – Heartless
Filed in Rants, February 7, 2009, 1:58 amAs you all ready know, I am such an indolent freak when it comes to tags
But this time, for the sake of my safety and sanity
I put all tags in one post
In case your wondering, our lovely moon will cease to stop harassing me if I don’t reply her tags
Haha. Kidding babe!
1st Tag:
The challenge is:
Go to your photos folder in your computer.
Go to the 6th folder of photos.
Go to the 6th picture in that folder.
Put the picture on your blog and description of it.
Invite six friends to join the challenge.
Link them in your blog and let them know they have been challenged.
Okay. This is weird. Haha
This is a picture of me during my college years
A determined, ambitious, ruthless, self-righteous little freak of nature
I still am. More suppressed and conceived. But still am. Haha
The picture was taken during Entrepreneur week
Which I was one of the committee members
But kije makan je. Haha
Mannn, the good ol’ days
2nd Tag:
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.
IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
Sum 41 – Count Your Last Blessing
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Jewel – Drive To You
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Saving Jane – Supergirl
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Athlete – Half Light
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
KT Tunstall – Hold On
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Paramore – Decode
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Carrie Underwood – Wheel of The World
WHAT IS 2+2?
Leona Lewis – A Moment Like This
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Avenged Sevenfold – Betrayed
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Seether – Rise Above This
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Faber Drive – Tongue Tied
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Kaiser Chiefs – Ruby
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Augustana – Sweet and Low
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
The Dandy Warhols – We Used To Be Friends
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Imogen Heap – Speeding Cars
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Simple Plan – When I’m Gone
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Sum 41 – Confusion and Frustration In Modern Times
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Maroon 5 – Little of Your Time
WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Three Days Grace – I Hate Everything About You
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Adele – Chasing Pavements
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
The Click 5 – Jenny
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Dashboard Confessional – Stolen
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Avenged Sevenfold – Seize the Day
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Theory of a Deadman – Bad Girlfriend
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Fergie – Big Girls Don’t Cry
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Nickelback – Gotta Be Somebody
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Natasha Bedingfield – Soulmate
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Rihanna – Cry
WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
Switchfoot – Stars
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Kanye West – Heartless
Graduation – Hurrah!
Filed in Family, Fwends, Update, February 1, 2009, 11:41 pmAgain, I’m the last one to update about our convocation day
I’m brain dead. I know. Haha.
Well, my convocation wasn’t that much of a big deal
‘Cause Hubby was a 1st class graduate. Eksyen je die. Haha
So, I arrived in Kuantan with my sister, Bihah on the 22nd January
With a list of food Ummi had to cook for us. Haha
Hubby arrived Kuantan with Nawwar and my sister Sa’ the very next day
And Ummi cooked us all mee udang (which we gobbled like some friggin’ refugees)
The day of the ceremony was quite a blur as things happened so fast
I was sweating like a pig in the convocation gown-thing, and my mortar kept falling off
I was freaking out with what ifs – what if I trip on the stage, what if I end up giggling in fron of the chansellor, etc
And I actually said “Junjung kasih tuanku” to the Chansellor when he handed my degree. Haha
After all the drama, I took some pictures with my so very missed-friends
And headed out of the hall to a very hungry Hubby holding a very beautiful bouquet of flowers
By like noon I already headed home
That night, Hubby took us all to ECM where my sister (Yes, I have many sisters) Angah treated everyone for doughnuts
Early morning the next day, Hubby and I went to Kuantan to take some studio pictures together
For dinner, Ummi made us BBQ, fruit salad, udang goreng tepong and nasi goreng
Wow. It was super awesome, and I cant believe my little brother can start his own barbeque fire
Isk isk. I was so overwhelmed to eat his barbequed chicken.
My scrawny little brothers, whom I had to tell bedtime stories to, I was always scolded by Ummi for spoiling them, etc could now cook me dinner
Haha. Nuff with the emotional crap
The fun didn’t last that long ‘cause then it started to rain
Haha. Kesian my brothers. They had to continue barbequeing under the porch.
Which totally killed the BBQ spirit. Haha
Well, enjoy the pictures ^^
Useless Rants
Filed in Rants, January 17, 2009, 2:11 pmSometimes, no, most of the time
when we’re seeking for something, a someone,
or even a purpose in life
we search for it, battle for it
not stopping for anything
As our heart aches and desires for it
And no replacement would feel the same
But when it’s in the grasp of your hands
All the yearning and longing dies out
And as days, months, years pass
Beneath all the grime and filth
It might not shine as bright, it might not gleam in pride
But it’s still the same,
the same dream, the same inspiration
The same happiness you spent so much sweat, blood and tears for
Love isn’t for a day, a month, a year
It’s a fire, a tree,
a burning and growing heart
Someone to come home to
Whose love is worth fighting for
Something to die and live for
Happy New Year 2009
Filed in Rants, January 1, 2009, 9:39 amThis is Me & Hubby’s picture on New Year
Haha. Forgive the derange-ness
Happy 2009 everyone!








