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An apology

Today, in the midst of correcting my test papers
In the midst of 5 pitch-straining (Haha) hours of non-stop lecture
I’m missing you terribly, dear and I’m very sorry for being such a buffoon

It’s like catching lightening
The chances of of finding, someone like you
It’s one in a million
The chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better

I’ve been busting my ass, my stress levels are so high I feel like suffocating
It’s a different kind of stress, not like chasing deadlines and meeting task requirements
My students, they have to understand the subject, have to be inspired
And I feel like I just haven’t done enough, I feel like I’m running out of motivation
It’s so hard Sayang, I really wish you were here

This is a post I rethought like twice, thrice.. thousand-times before posting
Regardless of this corny post,
I am still the ice queen and I will still destroy and eat your insides if I wanna.
Muahahaha~